Unexpected things

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Holla! It's me, Cantika!

Tonight, i will tell you a story of me in 2019.
It's me, a 19 years old girl. Name, Cantika. It was summer, no rain.
But tears is everywhere. Finally, my wishes come true. 

(2019 of C)
#1
Come to an University as a MABA, yeay! If you read my last or maybe the first entry, you will know how frustrated i was. Being declined many times, a lil bit depresion and .. lost.

Shortly i passed the test with good result for UTBK. Unfortunately, the good result is nothing than the best result. But this time, no tears drop, no cry, no drama.. When they said that i was failed, i just chuckles. I remembered where i checked the announcement. It was PGS.

SBMPTN? Failed. So i decided to take Mandiri in UNS but i didn't paid for the UANG PANGKAL. As you know, i was failed too there. Then, it's time to me to enroll in Vokasi Unair. No drama at all, i enrolled myself in the last of the day. Test. And didn't had a feeling about it. But when the day came, how surprised me. I WAS WRIGGLED OUT FROM THIS GAPYEAR!!

But.. It was Dental Technician. Dont have any clue but the point is, aku kuliah. LOL.

#2
Sister's wedding.
How crazy i was when the day came. Much dramas happened. Pokoknya aku bahagia kakak ku menikah, both sad, karena aku ngga punya partner lebaran cewe lagi, mau nangis rasanya. Happy Wedding my Sissy :) Hope that you will protecting by your husband and you will protecting him.
As sister, i'd like to say "Mas Ipar, welcome to our freakin family. Protect my sister like you protect your mom. Make sure that you make her happy, dont be dramatic and.. Love her till die."

introvert,



Cantika Millenia 

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